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i am tired.........

Saturday, April 11, 2009 //

2:55 PM

i now regret to start skul so late..
no, i should said i regret it a few months ago
but now, tis feeling become stronger.
now oni i reliase that be my dad's worker is better than daughter.
be his daughter, i oways tink how to save his money, avoid buying expensive things, eat expensive food less, study hard to apply scolarship for univercity. care his feelings, careabout him, worry about him.
but wat i get in the end?
if he got any problems, he will discuss wif her, if she nids car, my dad will fetch her. y am i so stupid to care about whether my dad is tired anot , y i oways make myself suffer, i can call him to fetch me anywhere n anytime. but y am i so stupid to suffer myself n ask my dad no nid fetch me?
y i oways tink to save my dad's money but y i dun just do like wat she is doin?
waste electric, waste water, waste everything.
y should i be his workers's maid? y?
y i sleep on floor but she sleep on bed?
y i cant scold my dad but she can?
y she ask my dad fetch her there n here but i cant?
y my dad expenses more on her but not me?
she is just an employee.........
y she is happiness than a boss's daughter?
i do so many for wat?
i am tired to be a gud daughter, i tink is time to be a bad daughter..........