MOuse diSSection n hectic weeks
Thursday, December 10, 2009 // 
10:51 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009 // This two week are very very very busy week. V use the whole week to prepare our Talk show--taking video, preparing backdrops n discuss about our speech outline.
next week.. haihz... will be my ever worse week. all subjects that i do not confident with have midterm. all stuck on the starting of the week. so, after next week's wednesday, i can sleep in my coffin peacefully le. actually i very scare abt those tests. n having three hectic weeks continously really very tension.
many many days didnt sleep well n all of us almost reach limit. all become quite frustrated, fed up easily, impatient, INSANE.... haha..
although i am busy, but still i got 1 thing nid to do in my blog. condolence for Mr Little White Rat.this tuesday have bio practical n have mouse dissection.
mouse dissection. DONT tink it is fun. many ppl tink it is fun to dissect a mouse. in fact, it is not!!!!
tis is a pratical dat nids u to betray ur conscience to kill a little cute white rat..really feel guilty n sad. it's a dilemma whether to kill it anot.
8.35, reached block D and tot me n daddy were late. but still saw many ppl stay outside the labs. Mummy told us that those rats escaped from the cage. v saw those "gentlemen" catching those rat back into the cage n they managed to catch 10 of 27. in the process, v realised dat the lab assistant n Ms Chan Jer Jing-our cute n gorgeous bio lecturer + tutor scare fo mouse. she scream n jump when 1 mouse ran out..
later, the lab assistant-cik idah(i oni spell according to the pronounsation, actually i dunno her name, hahahha) bought some cuttle fish n burn them using bunsen burner n put the cuttle fish into the mouse cage. another 10 rats get caught. v start to do the mouse dissection wif 10 rat, n three ppl share 1 mouse. den after 1 n 1 mouse get caught, v start to tik own's rat lor. im actually hestitated whether wanna kill 1 more mouse for myself anot. at last, i choose to kill...
i noe i nid to learn sumting through this practical, n i noe if even tis i cannot handle, i no nid to enter any biological stream, i no nid to rescue any ppl in the future. i noe it is cruel to satisfy a little rat. but, sumtimes, u nid to do so. actualli till now, i still tinking whether my decision wad correct anot. i dunno whether its worth to kill it for my learning.
during the dissection, i almost cried out for a few times, everytime looking at its pumping heart, its face, its eye, eveything of it. after the disscetion, i cried. i rush into the toilet, but still daddy saw it. i dunno whether my decision is correct n i dunno whether wad v doin r correct. I put a lot of chloroform b4 i wrap it n throw it. i wan to make sure it is die b4 i throw. i scare later if it wake up, it will pain until die. i nid to get benefits from it, learn sumting for it n therefore sacrifice its life, but i would like to do it in the painfree way... i try to feel its little heart pumping using my finger. it was amazing, it was nice, it was energtic. but i end this amazing, nice and energtic thing.
i hope i can save many heart in the future to ensure tis pumping heart was killed worthly. In practical, there r 4 objectives of dissect a mouse, but i cannot find 1 dat really convince me.
Dear Mr Little Rat:U werr gorgeous, u were great, u were mighty. hope u Rest in Peace. n hope next time when u reincarnation, dont be a white rat anymore. at least be a human. sorry for all i had done, sorry for the pins dat pin u on the dissecting board. sorry to split ur intestine apart. sorry for everything....
Lastly, sorry to all my "family members" being impatient n emo nowadays. SORRY~~~~~~~~
R.I.P
Mr Little Rat
others all said dun dare to look at their face, but i choose to see it, regconize it and took the pics of it. i want to respect it, respect the 1 sacrifice for me.. i dun wan to kill it without knowing how its look like.
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