Live or life?
Friday, March 25, 2011 // 
5:09 PM
Friday, March 25, 2011 // Headache headache headache..... Headache always find me recently... no idea how can i get rid of it. These few days headache found his friend, dizzy and live together in my brain. They occupy the spaces and played happily from afternoon till night.
Cough for at least 2 to 3 weeks and it aint getting better....
The even worse, i feel that its difficult to breathe recently.
For u all's information, i live on the 3rd floor so i gotto climb up those stairs everyday at least twice. But nowadays after i climbed up those stairs, i feel that i almost die because i am gasping for air...
I consulted my bro, he listed out some chinese medicine for me but i not yet buy them..
He also advice me to sleep earlier..
but i am training myself to sleep lesser hours.... time is always not sufficient for UTAR students.
Have to take care of tons of quizes, tests, assignments, lab reports, packed schedule, freinds, boyfriends, and family....
how about time for revision and tutorial questions?
I ignore both of them since i was in foundation and i got a feel that i am going to do badly in my future examinations.
Almost everyone in my course are so so sooo hardworking. Sometimes this freak me off..
Many genius said : " successful come from 1% of intelligent and 99% of efforts"
I somehow disagree with it... cause luck is still an issue in the success.
I know i wont be successful cause the laziness occupy 80% of my life...
Sometimes i wonder how i can i finished my degree and graduate safely.
I always have the thought of quiting the course and just have a SPM graduate life.
But i know that the society out there is not that simple and easy.
So, what to do? Just try my best to stay in uni and try my best to ENJOY my uni life.
Sometimes i wonder, is those CGPA really that important? izzit that i need to get 1st class or 2nd upper class honour in order to get job opportunity? If not, then why everyone is fighting for 4.0? If yes, then why so many people continue to pursue their studies even tough their results aint good?
If the things that matter are the salary or job opportunity in those bigger company, then is it working with higher salary or working in the bigger company will happier than working in those simple and small company?
Mood aint good recently, troubled by the health problems, the hectic schedule and thinking of some 'philosophy' on how to live my life.
Maybe not concerning on the results will help me release tons of stress, but my heart wont let me do this. It knows the consequences. But my mind also will telling my heart that, getting good results aint helping ur live to become better. But which one is the correct 1? my heart or my mind?
If i ask any people, i am sure that he or she will say that my mind is wrong, but do u really thinks that those people with CGPA 4.0 will live happily than those those with 2.0 +?? Live is about what? complete tasks? enjoy life? Help people? STUDY?? OR?
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